Saying Goodbye

Brain: It's finally over. We concluded it. Come on girls stop doing this to us. You where doing so well moving on. Don't let him drag you back down into the uncontrolled spiral.
Heart: I know, sorry Brain, it still aches but I know we must, we need to move on. This pattern is ripping me into pieces.
Brain: I'm sorry I allowed further contact. I honestly thought he would go away. I felt your sadness Heart, when he talked about his depression. But we both need to be strong. Lady Parts is even behaving.
Lady Parts: mmmm ignoring wet knickers, ignoring urges, He has been the only one ever to make me feel this way, but we are a team and I will not fall and bend like I did last time that got us all in the mess we are in. It's my fault....
Heart: No LadyParts it is all 'our' fault. Even you Brain, with your look of despair. We are all broken and need mending and healing.We will take full responsibility of our recent predicament together. We are a team. We will work through this together.
Brain: Yes he needs to fall by himself, as our councillor said we can no longer rescue him. He needs to hit rock bottom and we are just enablers stopping that occurring. No longer can we help him with our comfort or offers to help. We need to watch from afar and keep our distance.
Heart: It's going to hurt, but yes I know we must allow ourselves to grow apart from him. We need to heal and we can't with him calling us back. Even if he want's to be 'friends' we tried this and it hurt me too much.
Lady Parts: well you know me girls, keep my toys charged up and I'll be happy for awhile. (in a more quiet and thoughtful voice) and I know I can't let you guys down again when it comes to him.

Reflections needed

Brain: This is still no good for us, we are mixing a volatile cocktail here...
Lady Parts: Oh shhh he keeps me happy
Heart: it's been 2 and a half months and I'm in love (spins)
Brain: Look deeper for once you too, he is no good for us. It's a time bomb ready to explode. He has no idea how to keep us happy, we are doing all the leg work in this relationship. (interrupted by LP)
LP: I don't know that was some pretty great leg work, and hip work and mouth work friday night when... (Interrupted by Brain)
Brain: "Lady Parts" .....
Heart: Brain you are sweating the little things, he makes us happy and that's all that should matter.
Brain: Seriously Heart, wasn't it you a few hours ago that made us all so upset that we cried over him, what happened to the pact we made all these years ago we would never let another man make us cry.......
Heart: Oh don't be silly, you where just annoyed he wanted "boy time" I'm sure if you wanted time with the 'girls' he would be happy for you.
Brain: No, the point is I was having fun catching up with the 'boys' too. I have known all those guys since way before he came into picture. How dare he ask me to leave when they are my mates too. If it wasn't for those mates we would never have met!!!
Heart: He explained to you he wanted to be himself and he couldn't with you there.
Brain: Exactly my point Heart, why can't he be himself with me there??
LP: Well I actually wanted to stay too (frowns)
Brain: yes LP we all get the signals why you wanted to stay, and I doubt very much what you wanted was going to happen tonight. I feel partly to blame for allowing you to fall in love Heart, but seriously we need to put our heads together and seriously discuss if this is really going anywhere before we fall even more under his spell. Can we really deal with being this being asked to leave for 'boy time' and you both know this is only a small chip of a bigger problem. Your best mate even said can you really deal with someone with a mental illness when you have so much on your plate already. You know jealousy issues will crop up, not to mention alcohol independence and money issues. Heart you have to stop paying for everything....
Heart: I know (looks down and kicks the ground)
Brain: Seriously guys, we have a lot of reflecting to do before we sink even deeper into this. I know we all love him, but hey we know from the past love is NOT all that can hold two people apart.

Missing Him

Heart: OMG  I am missing him already. It's only been 6 hours.

Lady Parts:  You're missing him, do you realise how horny I was left!!!

Brain:  Girls, girls, girls. Give the poor guy a break. We also have things to do that we have been neglecting, like paperwork, exercise, housework!!!!!!

Heart: I am so in love I am going to BURST.....

Lady Parts: I'm so in Lust I'm going to DROWN.....

Brain:  Yes we are in Love and very very happy...sigh.  But We are still very scared. Scared of being hurt, used, abused... Are we going down the right path? Making the right decisions?  Where is this going? Is there a future?  Are we delusional in the honey moon stage? Why does it seem like everyone is against us?

Heart: He told us he loved us last night (big Grins)

Brain: I know Heart that is the third time he has said those words, the first two times he didn’t remember, this third time he remembered but has not said it again. So is it just a drunk who is in love with us or does he really mean it. When I hear those words spoken with a sober tongue I will rejoice with you.

Heart: But I know he does I see it in his gaze and feel it in his touch.

Lady Parts: Does it matter? Aren’t we all happy just to be with him?  I know I am satisfied most of the time.

Brain: Yes both of you are correct, but still we need to ask, why can’t he say those words to you freely??

The ex dilemma

Lady Parts: You guys are such party poopers (frowns in corner)
Heart: Patients LP we don't want to ruin anything that could be possible
LP: Oh Please! (Dramatic sigh) he only wants me. Not you two. So why deny ourselves other play things. I bet he isn't denying himself!
Heart: NO!! He told me he wasn't interested in hooking back up with his ex. Let's just wait till he is available. It's only a week for god sake.
Brain: Listen you two are both delusional. Heart why are you letting yourself fall for an unavailable mess and LP, well sheesh I remembered to buy the AA so hush.
LP:But, but that's differ...(interrupted)
Brain: want me to hide your toys LP??!! Hush Now. I'm more worried about heart falling so quickly. Songs, poems and making me think about him every night. Really??!!!